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La Verita
I am a half kuwaiti/half american girl living in Kuwait. I am perpetually suspended in the granite hollow that fills the space between two worlds... Not quite who I am, not quite who I want to be... Cat-lover, poet, music-nut. I currently hold a PHD in both BS and Smartass. In short, I pitch my tent in the median of life..


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Sunday, May 28, 2006
The Backstory: The Party


Moses' pool house, which lies adjacent to his parents Gulf side home, is entirely reflective of his character. The squat, one story edifice wraps around the pool in a crescent shape. The lounge at the east end has three glass walls, so that when sitting there, one has simultaneous views of the pool and the Gulf. Walking through the house, starting from the lounge, you encounter an office/storage room, a doorway leading down to the basement studio, the exit, the kitchen, a hallway closet and finally, the tour culminates in the west facing bedroom.

Deana walked into the party almost an hour late, not that anybody but Hawk would notice. Their friends were a pretty laidback bunch. It was only Hawk who constantly hounded everybody about their punctuality, or lack thereof. Making her way to the lounge, Deana was assaulted by the rough sounds of James Brown's demands for funky music. She smiled to herself; one of the main things that kept her friends with Moses was their similar tastes in music. She walked into the lounge, startled by the more than thirty people vying for space in the crowded room. The long, wide couches that usually occupied the center of the room had been pushed up against the walls; the coffee table was nowhere to be seen.

She saw Moses seated on a couch with a group of people she didn't know. She took another look around and realized that she didn't know any of the people milling at the food bar or dancing on the makeshift dance floor. She went over and stood silently at the side of the couch. Moses and his friends were so engrossed in conversation that they failed to even notice her.

"What I'm saying is that the guitar is a blazingly obvious choice of instrument, everyone and their mother can play the guitar..." Moses stated emphatically.
'I can't' Deana thought to herself.
"But look at drummers..." Moses continued. "There's maybe a handful of well-known drummers in the world."
"I don't know any famous drummers..." A girl with blazing red hair, seated next to Moses, said.
"The most famous one is probably Phil Collins." Moses replied, rubbing his goatee in contemplation.
"Phil Collins is a drummer?" The red-head asked incredulously.
"Genesis." Deana chimed in. "He was the drummer for Genesis before he went solo."

They all looked up, noticing her for the first time. Moses' face broke into a wide smile.
"Now, you see?" He said, turning to face his congregation. "This is why I love this girl."

Five minutes later, Moses, Deana and Hawk were standing at the door of the lounge making fun of the idiots on the dance floor.
"I don't know how these assholes find their way to my house." Moses said, shaking his head in disgust.
"You didn't invite them?" Deana asked, cocking her head as she watched one couple gyrating wildly in the middle of the dance floor. Moses turned to her with a look of total exasperation. She shrugged and smiled into her cup of juice. The gyrating couple was moving dangerously close to Moses' display of classic vinyl. Moses cursed audibly and pushed his way across the room. Deana looked over at Hawk, who was eyeing the contents of his glass.

"You're awfully quiet tonight?" She asked. He shrugged in reply. "You're not mad about me being late, are you? I said I was sorry."
He looked up at her, smiling. "I'm not mad."
"Well, then what is it?"
He took a step forward, bent down and placed his chin on her shoulder. She turned her face away from him, clearly smelling the alcohol on his breath.
"I think I'm drunk." He whispered in her ear.
"I think you're wasted." She replied, wrinkling her nose in disapproval. Moses was a social drinker, but as far as she knew Hawk didn't touch the stuff. "I thought you didn't drink."
"I don't." He said, righting himself and leaning back against the wall. She raised an eyebrow and nodded to his glass. "Except for now, obviously." He conceded with a laugh. She shook her head and turned back to the dance floor. Moses was in the process of subtly directing dancers away from the vinyl case.
"Shit." Hawk said suddenly. She looked over at him. He had his hand to his forehead and was blinking rapidly.
"What's wrong?" She asked, taking his glass from his hand and putting it down on the floor with hers.
"Oh, man. I don't think... Wow... It's bright in here, isn't it?" He blinked at the flashing lights overhead.
"It's normal, Hawk" She said.
"The music is too fucking loud." He held his crown in both his hands.
"No, it isn't." She said, pulling his arm down and leading him out of the lounge. She steadied him as they walked down the hallway, away from the music. "How much did you drink?"
"A couple of glasses of scotch." He mumbled.
She grunted out a laugh. "You really can't hold your liquor."

She led him around the house to the bedroom, which was the only place, other than the lounge, where they could sit down. She dumped him on the bed and he turned onto his back, facing the ceiling with his eyes closed. She sat down next to him.

"Everyone in there was staring at you." He said after a few minutes, his eyes still closed.
"What?" She asked, turning to look at him.
"In the lounge... Everyone was staring at you... You didn't notice?" He opened his eyes and looked at her intently, as if he were saying something infinitely more important than what he was actually saying.
"It's probably the pants." She pulled at the stretchy, black leather. "My mom says they're slutty."
"You didn't notice." He said it as a statement this time, sitting up on the bed next to her. "You never notice. People stare at you all the time and you never notice." She shrugged, not knowing how to reply to that. He bit his bottom lip in frustration. She never broke eye contact as he reached his hand up and brushed the hair from her eyes. Her first instinct was to pull back, but his strong hand wrapped around her neck and pulled her in. His lips brushed hers, his nose grazing hers.
"You make me ache, Deana." He said into her mouth. "How can you not notice that?" His other hand slid across her abdomen, wrapping effortlessly, naturally around her waist. He leaned forward, pushing her down onto the bed.
"Hawk, I don't know about this." She felt her resolve fading even as she said it. She could feel him now, hard against her thigh.
"I do." He said into her neck. He pressed hard kisses into the soft spot behind her ears as the last of her resolve slipped quietly away from her.

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Now Playing: I did it By: Dave Matthews Band

-Layla


23:47 (4) comments
Friday, May 19, 2006
Good love is on the way: Listen without prejudice....


"So, which one of them did you fuck?" He asked when she had stopped talking to light another cigarette. The lighter stopped centimeters from her mouth. Her jaw dropped, she caught the falling cigarette and turned her face his way. Her eyes seemed to widen as her brows set themselves in a frown. He remained motionless, expressionless, and seemingly content with the reaction he had provoked.

"That is an obscenely offensive question. How the hell did you reach that conclusion?"
"Well, that's your sixth cigarette in half an hour, you're becoming increasingly erratic, which doesn't suit you at all and, frankly, you don't seem like the kind of person who gets upset easily, which means that this must be a pretty big problem and its been my experience that big problems tend to follow, linearly, from … fucking." He finished with a casual shrug.

She fell silent and turned her attention back to lighting her cigarette, she spaced out a bit as she watched the tip burn away. She didn't inhale, just held it between her lips, the way she had the first time she had tried a cigarette. It was her fifteenth birthday and Moses had said that it came with the package. It was an initiation of sorts, the thing she told herself she did to prove she was their friend. She never became addicted; the next cigarette she smoked was at the end of her freshman year in college when she had been bummed out about screwing up a final. Moses had participated... correction, prompted that indulgence as well.

"You're not even gonna deny it?" He asked rhetorically, grunting out a laugh.
"What's the point? You've already made up your mind about me."
"Says who?"
"Says that judgmental tone in your voice." She said, her voice clipped with anger.
"It's not in my nature to be judgmental and if it sounds like I'm carving out some preconceptions, then I'm sorry. I'm not. I'm just listening... Listening and thinking."
"You can't do both at the same time." She scoffed at him.
"Why not?" He asked, looking over at her.
"Cause you're not a woman."
He threw his head back and laughed. A deep, guttural laugh that made her senses relax a little. She even attempted a genuine smile in return.
"So...? Which is it? Are you listening or thinking?" She cocked her head to one side, listening for his reply.

He looked out at the water, narrowing his eyes a bit; perhaps as a shield from the suns' glare, perhaps in focus. It was a full minute before he answered her.
"Thinking." He replied, his head tilted to one side, a playful smile coloring his lips.
She nodded. He noticed that the smile she was giving in return, while genuine, was also, somehow, tinged with sadness... sadness and maybe a brush of wisdom. She knew something. He wasn't sure what, but she knew something.
"You know?" She finally said, flicking the ashes off the edge of her cigarette and shaking her head from side to side. "People think they are thinking when really they are just... rearranging their prejudices."

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Now Playing: Sometimes you can't make it alone By: U2

such a sad song... full of melancholy and regret... Beautiful.

-Layla


00:01 (8) comments
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
Waiter, there's a redneck in my doughnut...




Let the record show:

I am not now, nor will I ever be threatened by this... "Krispy Kreme"... so-called King of the Doughnuts.

I shall forever be known as The Original Dixie,

Queen of all things Krispy...

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Now Playing: Deuces are Wild By: Aerosmith

Classic....

-Layla


20:34 (8) comments
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
Yes, I'm a Chris-ader...




Screw the voters, You're MY American Idol!

My next choice...



This guy is adorable with a capital A! And he does a wicked James Brown...

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Now Playing: Otherside By: The Red Hot Chili Peppers

One of the sexiest songs of all time.. The bass hits you in all the right places.

-Layla


19:46 (7) comments
Sunday, May 14, 2006
The Backstory: Day II


'Avenged Sevenfold is such an aggressive sound.' She thought as Bat Country screamed out of her cell phone. She refused to open her eyes, fearful that the resilient afternoon sun streaming through her west-facing window would scorch her retinas. She blindly stretched her hand towards her night stand, feeling around for her phone. Avenged Sevenfold segued into their second verse, with a tone she was convinced was mocking her failure to shut them up. She opened her eyes, slowly at first, hesitantly... Except for the flashing of her cell, the room was completely dark. She looked over the edge of the bed and found her cell vibrating happily on the floor.

"What?" She half-whimpered into the mouthpiece, not even bothering to check the identity of the caller.
"Why are you still asleep?" Hawk's voice thundered down her ear canal, chasing away any last vestiges of sleep.
"What?"
"Why are you still asleep? It's almost eight!"
"So?"
"So? Party... tonight... Mo's house...? Any of this ringing a bell?"
"Mo's?"
"Moses, Deana! Are you on something? What the hell is wrong with you?" He had obviously reached the end of his rope and, possibly, his sanity.
"Nothing." She sighed, sitting up in bed. "Where are you?"
"On my way there. 3al khaleej"
"Fine. I'll meet you there. Give me a half hour."
"Fine."

Moses Khaleel was an interesting character; the kind of person that you just had to see to believe. He was tall and skinny with a mass of angry black curls for hair. He was the quintessential menace to society. Moses was the one who, from KG up to senior year, consistently got Hawk in trouble. Ironically, he was also the one who always got them out of it. You see, Moses had connections... of the familial variety. In short, no one could touch him. Hawk liked to joke that if Moses were ever to take up the craft of a Superhero, he would undoubtedly be InvinciMan. Moses always cracked on Hawk about what a lame Superhero name that was, he preferred, and always would prefer, The Untouchable. Moses was creativity. He defined it, bordered it, outlined and underlined it; he was bold and eternally justified. He had a private studio in his basement where he worked with all sorts of musicians, both nationally and internationally. He was always coming up with stuff. He had given Hawk his nickname in the fourth grade when Hawk had spotted, chased and caught a desert rat on a science trip to the northern fields. The name, like the friendship, had stuck.

The only serious rift in their friendship came sophomore year of high school, when Deana had transferred in. She became a school-wide hit, some said she was already a nation-wide sensation. Girls despised her; from her near-perfect complexion and fiercely green eyes to her dancers' form. Conversely, naturally, boys adored her. She was a perfect being in their eyes, something to rival even the most digitally perfected anime' character. She walked the halls, seemingly oblivious to her surroundings. But she was aware, she knew how people saw her, what they saw, what they hated or loved. She just didn't care.

Hawk would always assert that that quality was what initially attracted him to her. Moses always laughed and said that was bullshit and that Hawk had been attracted to her for the same reason every other guy in school had been attracted to her, he was a horny teenager. No mystery or fanciful dressing required. Moses and Hawk both pursued her aggressively that first year, losing each others' friendship in the process. When it became clear, by summers' end, that neither of them was making any headway (pun intended), they fell back into their friendship. And, somehow, Deana fell into it too. They figured having her around as a friend was better than nothing at all....

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Faces on the places where the sun don't shine...

-Layla


14:39 (4) comments
Saturday, May 13, 2006
Come Together...




in Rock!

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Now Playing: Bermuda Bahama By: The Beach Boys

The quintessential feel-good song...

-Layla


16:39 (4) comments
Sunday, May 07, 2006
Good love is on the way... Part II : The back story


"You know? If Viracocha were to walk up to me tomorrow morning, I would fall reverently to the floor and kiss his feet before looking up and asking him what the f*ck took him so long.."
She spat out that declaration, in his general direction, as if it were no more than an unsavory 'good morning'. 'Good mornings' were optional between them; they were, to some extent, mandatory among office-mates. But when the person dozing in the cubicle opposite yours also happened to be your best friend of 10 + years, 'good mornings' were very optional.

"Who the f*ck is Viracocha?" He mumbled into his Starbucks cup.
"Google it, Hawk." She snapped back. "I can't believe you've had my book for, what? Two years now and you haven't so much as cracked it open."
"ufff, min i 9ib7 oo intay it7ineen? I'm thinking maybe there can only be one reader in this friendship, Ace."
"I'm starting to space out at the oddest times.." She said, her eyes wandering towards the huge glass windows overlooking the Gulf. "Like, when I pray. I say the prayers really fast.. like some sort of coked-up auctioneer."
"You're spacing out now, Deana." He replied, cocking his head to one side, the way he always did when she confused him, which seemed to happen a lot these days.
"You know? Margaret Thatcher once said that being powerful is like being a lady. If you have to tell people you are, you aren't."
"So? Jason Love said two wrongs don't make a right, but three lefts do. Whoopdi-f*ckin'-do .." He retorted.
"Who the hell is Jason Love?" Her eyes focused on his for a split-second.
"Google it." He shot back, wiggling his eyebrows playfully.

She shook her head and poked at her mouse, deactivating the screen saver. He turned quiet as well as he upended his Starbucks cup, emptying its contents. She began quietly tapping on her keyboard, trying not to make the slightest sound as her bare fingertips glided over the letters. He stood up suddenly and walked away from her. She relaxed a little bit into her chair, sharpening her punching of the keys just a little bit. She called up the requested sight and began her search stream.

"I knew you couldn't resist!" He materialized at her side. He had always had the annoying habit of being able to sneak up on her .. She, who had instincts that bordered on feline.
"What are you talking about?" She replied innocently, removing her fingers from the keyboard. He nodded to the page that had just finished loading.

1st result: Daily Cartoon, Humor column .. JasonLove.com

She looked up at him, chewing her bottom lip like she always did when she was busted. He walked around her to his own cubicle and plopped down into his chair.
"Curiosity killed the cat, you know?" He said, propping his feet up on the desk and leaning back in his chair.
"Yeah, well satisfaction brought it back again." She replied, clicking on the first search result.

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Then I saw her face...
Now I'm a believer...


-Layla


19:04 (5) comments
Saturday, May 06, 2006
The penultimate....


The landscape is bleak, time is the ultimate tease...
you can trace the minutes with soft fingertips, outline the hours with silver tongues
and/or flaming lips...
But you can't catch it
you can try..
Lord knows you can try..
it remains elusive, flashing a bit of leg here
some cleavage there...
Then, reversing back into the shadows, a lengthy silhouette..
unbroken by promises, never extended, never shortened..
uncaring & unsympathetic


................. She is the ultimate whore.................

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I am obsessed, which is funny 'cos I never thought of myself as having obsessive tendencies.... hmm... I'm trying to think back a bit.. to the days of first crushes and eye-openers... nope, never been obsessive and yet, I find myself with one theme running circles in my head. My thoughts have been connected by the same fever... Time. Well, add time to my earlier comments on space and you have the parameters that define the circles in my head.

Time & Space... put them together and you get a continuum... that's what the physicists will tell you. I keep trying to get my head around the concept of time. Its too far away, too unattainable. Too strange a concept. How can you attempt to measure time when one moment can expand to include everything? Babies being born, people dying, flowers blooming, sand storms gathering momentum, tsunamis in contemplation, volcanoes stewing over possibilities of annihalation... Its such a strange concept. That all these things could happen in the amount of time it takes to draw in a breath. The idea that by the time you exhale, any time you exhale, your life could, concievably, end... or begin for that matter.

As for space, a person, like me, who has no hopes of ever capturing the essence of time can not be arrogant enough to broach the topic of space. So, I'll defer to someone much smarter than myself:

"Man lives in a double world; according to the mind, he is contained by no physical space and by no walls, but at the same time he is in heaven and on earth, in Italy, in France, in America, wherever the minds' thrust penetrates and extends by understanding, seeking, mastering. But indeed, according to the body, he exists not except in only so much space as is least required, held fast in a prison and in chains to the extent that he is not able to be in or to go to the place attained by his intellect and will, nor to occupy more space than defined by the shape of his body; while with the mind he occupies a thousand worlds."

-Tommaso Campanello, metafisica

Read, people.. I'm beginning to think its the only worthwhile endeavor..

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Now Playing: Come Together By: Aerosmith

The lyrics were ahead of their time, even for the Beatles who were very much a product of their time... Eternally relevent...

-Layla


18:44 (4) comments
Monday, May 01, 2006
Randoms


Is 99.7 trying to bring Aaliyah back to life? I mean, no offense to Aaliyah fans out there, I think she's cool. But do they have to play "are you that somebody?" everyday like its some sort of ceremonial chant designed to ressurect her... There are other songs out there, you know?

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Does anyone else think that the fact that Google's colors are the same as Microsoft Windows is not a fluke? Is there a reason for it?

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There's a chesire out tonight.... I have a free cup of coffee for whoever can figure out what that means..

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Now Playing: Don't need no doctor By: John Mayer

I say it again... when you can play the sh*t out of a guitar, no one cares what your voice sounds like...

-Layla